Gurbani path in my laptop is playing. Washing powder fragrance spread all around room, actually I have dipped some cloths in bucket for washing. The refreshing breeze blowing from the verandah door, green light reflecting from the tree outside.
I just love the season, sky is much blue, clouds are much sparklingly brighter, Mother nature is more happier after the grand baath, I mean to say that after the rain.
Today I don’t want go out, I am not feeling to talk to anyone, I don’t have such plans for the day. Today I want to be with me. No office work, no more clients questions, no linked in update, not interested in checking the news feed on Facebook.
Its 13th sep waiting for September to go and November to come, my b’day month. I will enter in the next year of my life. Will meet new people, will learn new lessons, will be busy to working on my college project, will make new friends, will go for shopping and much more.
But is that the only thing I want to do in my life?
Time is very precious, it is not going to come back. No one can correct the mistake committed in past, but does not mean that mistakes are scary, mistakes are the part of learning.
At this moment I just want to feel myself, want to take a moment to turn around, to take a look. Am I missing something while moving ahead? Is something precious being left behind?
The answer is yes, I am new person, more calm, much humble. I am missing the small things for example I used to early wisher on the b’day to my close one.
But now days due to unavoidable circumstances I forgot b’days., seriously I don’t have anything to explain, but I want to confess one thing I still love them from deep inside from my heart, I care for them, I am happy to have them in my life.
I have seen few changes In me, I started missing my family more often, started realizing that they are very precious. I came close to few of my friends, never miss them. I love to talk, to meet them or simply whatsapp them.
In the process of being new me, I found out few more beautiful relations. There is a lady in my office. She is much senior to me. I don’t know much about her, she is very graceful and has a beautiful aura. I am always looking out for the means talk to her, want to spend quality time with her, that is something called bonding. To put it simply connections of the souls.
One of the most striking part of the article is a phone call, yesterday one of my friend called me up. He is famous for his creativity. The most interesting part of him is to give new names to friends. For example Gaurav becomes Gori shanker and Aditi becomes Adi manav. He also kept me on my toes, while guessing a new name about me.
At present, I am eagerly looking forward towards the next version of me and its evolution..
Written By Chanchal Khurana
